Don't feel bad about feeling this way. Life is all about ebb and flow - sometime we flow and sometime we 'ebb'!
When I use Kinesiology to check a person in the clinic it can be absolutely amazing when we find the 'hidden obstacles' and these may go back MANY years.
Maybe some little unrecognised trigger can have stirred up a forgotten memory from a long time ago and, once we clear that, we can then step forward with a new lease on life.
My personal way of getting through the 'ebb' patches is to speak kindly to myself, use a few special techniques to lift myself up just a little bit more and then watch a 'saved' FB post that makes me say, "WOW!!!"
This is one of them....